The more I think about it, the more I want to do this for me. I want an end, as quickly as possible. I choose to want to better myself and my heart deserves to be the heart that you met in 2011. Maybe one day you will really work on your deeper issues. We both know it goes deeper. Its not only me you’d be angry at and write those words to. Somewhere deep inside you are deeply jealous and controlling, and cover it with overflowing version of your love. I hope that one day, you will get to the healing part of this.
As for the new woman, I really don’t care. I wish I did. For me, it is the broken trust, promises and togetherness. Its gone, completely.
What’s left for me is flying! I fly up high. Bon temps mon amor